I dont have many friends

I dont have many friends and nobody's home. Our last conversation went so sour I refuse to open your last text. I used to think it hurt more to be left on read but thats not true. If you silence a voice but have allot to say? then that alone hurts more. You dont know that I sat thier with tears in my eyes because I knew it was over. Who said it was a man who made me cry? You broke me when all I wanted to do was fix the broken. You pushed me away and didn't want my help. FINE.. You swallowed your pride and kicked mine. You belittled me because my opinions weren't yours. You hurt me when you were hurt because that's what hurt people do. You pushed me because you were pushed. You were never happy for me but you pretended. But that's because you weren't even happy for yourself. You put yourself in Seram wrap and called it home. I just wanted to help because that's what friends do. I dont have many friends and nobody's home.