The one who got

You sit and remember the past because their's no future. 
Did you stop counting the ball drop on New Years eve?
You couldn't even keep me in your white box.
The truth is their was never a bad guy that's fictional. But make me
whatever you want me to be. I'm just here to paint a pretty picture apparently.
But these are my truths..So go ahead and run to your best friend 
and tell him It's my fault again. It's okay if you still believe in the boogy man 
i'll be that too.

When the world gets a little quiet, and your thoughts are getting ready to burst?  just know I once sat in silence once too.
When you finally cry remember I did first  while you shoved me away in that stupid white box that you used to hide.
When you find yourself alone remember I was alone before you bothered to do your "saving". I'm not a white-picket fence type of girl. I never was and never will be. You painted illusions and false promises and I wore them like a clown. 

Damn it can't you see?
I never needed saving..
I needed me.
Has the truth became too much for you?

& One day it did. He did. & it wasn't you.