DEAR LORD

Dear lord I can't trust your representatives
So please correct the way I live
I'm trying to have patience
I'm struggling, just trying to out wait this
This is life you gave
How can one behave?
Dear lord can you hear me?
I fear me when your not near me
I'm paranoid for no reason
I stopped believing
I'm not looking for your providence
I'm just searching for your guidance
Dear Lord can you help me?
Look at what you dealt me
And I'm trying to manage
I'm an open wound without a bandage
I know there's evil in the blood that runs through me
Dear Lord look at what they do to me
My haters are still hating shit
And love keeps coming at me faking it
I'm trying to be strong
How does one always get it wrong?
Dear Lord can you steer me
Out from the darkness, can you clear me
My last days seem numbered
And I died from a broken heart if they ever wonderd 
So what can I do?
What can I do to get through..to you?
The hourglass of my time is dwindling
My faith in love, I see no rekindling
Damn look at all this pain I've stored
Dear Lord!