DEAR..JIM !?X

" I HOPE YOU NEVER DIED IN VAIN ?
I HOPE YOU NEVER SUFFERED PAIN !
THERE WILL BE NO-ONE, SUCH AS YOU 
IN THIS WORLD EVER AGAIN
IN OUR HEARTS, YOU,VE LEFT PAIN
YOU.VE LOST INSTEAD OF GAINED!
BY PUTTING YOURSELF IN THE FRAME 
YOU WOULD SAY. " NO PAIN, NO GAIN !"
ONLY YOU ALONE KNEW WHAT WAS IN YOUR BRAIN
YOU WERE A ONE OFF, PLEASANTLY QUITE INSANE
THO YOUR EXCUSES WERE SOMETIMES PRETTY LAME
THATS WHY IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN
WITHOUT YOU, WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
IF ONLY I COULD HAVE MY UNCLE BACK
IN OUR LIVES ONCE AGAIN!
YOU ALWAYS DID LIKE TO SIN 
BUT THE BIGGEST SIN OF ALL
WAS YOUR WASTED HANGING 
HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN ALL OF THAT?
OR EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN?
IT REALLY WAS A PLEASURE THO
THAT YOU WERE MY KIN 
MY CRAZY TEENAGE UNCLE JIM 
YOU,VE LEFT SO MANY QUESTIONS
& ENDLESS MINDLESS SUGGESTIONS 
THAT  ALL TAKES SOME DIGESTING
YOU LIKED TO BE CALLED "GREAT UNCLE JAMES"
& THAT IS WHAT YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN
WITH LOVE FROM YOUR DEAR NIECE
HOPE NOW YOU,VE FINALLY FOUND SOME PEACE
MUM HAS LOST HER BEST EVER FRIEND
ON EACH OTHER YOU BOTH DID DEPEND
HOPE WERE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN,, IN THE END?
GIVE ALL MY LOVE TO MY DAD
TELL HIM WE MISS HIM LOADS
& ARE STILL PRETTY SAD
AT LEAST YOU,VE GOT EACH OTHER
SO NOT ALL IS BAD
HERE,S TO THE BEST DAD
& UNCLE,,ANY-ONE EVER HAD
YOUR DEATHS LEAVES PAIN IN OUR HEARTS
THAT NO-ONE CAN HEAL
BUT LOVE . LEAVES US ALL MEMORIES
THAT NO-ONE CAN EVER STEAL X

Tracy Timothy xx