Demons

nothing can describe the pain i am feeling 
or the demons i'm dealing
because they're slowly  
sealing up my mouth. 

i cant scream anymore
 i've fallen to the floor
 you know living is such a chore 

i'll be gone before you can blink. 
at least i think. 
stare as it flows down the sink. 

my minds a mess. 
filling me up with stress 
playing me like a game of chess 

i give up 
are you happy now?
you are free. you are allowed. 
and i don't reckon i know how.