Depression

The sickly depression sinks into me
Filling my heart with ice
As I know we can never be
I turn my head and roll the dice
Hoping to find fortune and fill my heart
Yet never being lucky enough to get it right
My bitter feelings are surely tart
As I try with all my might
To move on with my life

But alas, fate is cruel
And I am destined to lose it all
Least I am no fool
Even though my heart you do rule
I take another step
Only to fall upon my face once more
In the way of heartbreak, you are truly adept
And this has iced me to my core
Yet I attempt to move on with my life

You smile sweetly
Causing a flutter in my heart
Only for you to crush it neatly
By being with that lart
I oppose it
But can do nothing
For I shall try to move on with my life

My mistress of gold
You have taken your toll
Bitter and cold
Is your very heart and soul
You lead me on
Down the road of pain
My heart has long been drawn
For your own personal gain
But I carry down this road, moving on with my life

I realize now that it can not be done
And truly never will
My heart you do shun
And for yours I would kill
Yet it can never be
For you love another
And never can me