Desperation

Letting go, the tight rope has frayed away, I am falling deeper into the hole

Into the distorted world of the unknown, I should have known, I was isolated

From the world, from my life, trying to escape, to hide, I did not see, I was blind

By the demons inside, the torture, the panic, the struggle with perfection

I no longer care, I am condemned in my own self pity, as I hurt, inside I bleed, out of control

The naked feeling of emotion, as I curl up into a ball, wanting to withdraw, I anger to drown in my own sorrows of time

I feel my life crumble, vanishing, with filthy ashes from the burning hellish flames of desperation