Stabbed

I am bleeding from the inside out stabbed in the heart
with all my pain pouring out onto the cracked concrete
at my feet the depths of my shame for I was to blame
only in my own mind for he didn’t love me more though he swore
and the stabbing breaking heart is too much to repair
i let him touch me where no other could I let him kiss me where no other should
and then the pain of betrayal the pain I suffer the dying inside
thus I shall never be the same
for I have been stabbed to death in this cruel hurtful way
the stabbing break up of two lovers that never will be