Determined To Shift

It's all lies! I can see those pesky little electrons,
Drawing in, trying to hook up with my proton.
This proton that buzzes in and out of existence,
Infinitely fast, many times in a moment.
This proton that is innately good and fervent,
To be free of all of this negative influence.
The higher self watches from the neutral space,
Willing me silently to diembrace,
Those flitting, fleeting negative charges,
Who like deceitful gate crashers in they're barging.
Thus amidst the din I must remember,
Within the neutral state I always re member;
I draw back the energies I wish to rearrange,
Within my core I make them new again.
The past branches off from this moment in time,
Again and again it is redefined.
The future is what I program here,
If I worry those effects will then appear.
I am determined to make it, I am determined to shift,
There is nothing I want more than this.
I can begin to view my brand new world,
I am competent and focused as I take the helm.
In the lull of my thoughts I smartly regroup,
Prepared for the waves as in they swoop.
I dive beneath the surface where the water is calm,
Following the neutral currents away from harm.
As the storm above passes, the rain pelts the surface,
I am grateful for its vital service.
I will always make the best of things,
Choosing wisely from whatever life brings.