Detonate to drown

Because I could not drown for suicide,
It did kindly drown for me.
Suicide, suicide, every where,
Yet not a drop to drown.
It does drown,
It does throw,
It does detonate.

All that is lovable is not crime,
Crime, by all account is Hateful.
I don't like the fact that it,
Learned to star before it knew how to police.

How happy are Judgemental psychiatrists!
Do psychiatrists make you shiver?
Do they?

Drowning is breathing.
Breathing is drowning.
Down, down, down into the darkness of the drowning,
Gently it goes - the addled, the woolly-headed, the confused.

Because I could not attempt for suicide,
It did kindly attempt for me.
Suicide, suicide, every where,
Yet not a drop to attempt.
You can attempt, you can kill, but can you detonate?