Digital Native ?Break

I like to flirt with you through jokes 
And innuendos 
And poetry 
And song lyrics 
And music suggestions 
It’s the way I work 
And I work hard
Making you laugh 
And think 
And respond 
Until 
A joke left on read.
Red arrow or double tick. 
Mouth dry,
Lip gnawed,
Mind blank,
What have I done? 
I ask myself as I cry myself to sleep at night 
Blaming myself instead your bad wifi.