DO YOU KNOW?!

Do you know what it's like to hide your pain

How you must go through this horrible day

When the sun is out

But tears bring you back

Do you know how it feels to die

Do you know what I must struggle everyday

As I watch the kids all play

But I stay I inside

I'm a monster!

A fright

Please just tell me what it feels

How does it feel to feel, loved...

All the words they throw at me at day

And all the thoughts I fear at night

I can picture my grave where I lay

Where I'm out of everyone's sight

And you say you go through worst

But promise me has someone broke your soul?

Did you feel them throw your life away

When they told me, I'm garbage, to stay

How they waved goodbye and never came back

How they all wished me gone

How I loved them so

But they all go

How I just want to fit in

Please open the door and let me in

Do you know how hate really is?

Do you know how I wake up everyday and month

Picturing my eyes streaming tears

Do you know I am more than a girl who can move

I can help you once more

I had one chance and I failed again

I promised I'd do more

Your words hurt my heeart

My now broken heart

Please. Just. Love. Me.

And still I'm here

With family

With friends who act so strange

I'm the drag that kills your group

Because I always fail to

I try each day and put on a smile

I force a laugh, but pain

And in bed I tear up as I hear you scream

"Go out and ruin yourself!"

Take my words down to hell

Say I'm nothing more

But did you know I still have a spark in my heart

Willing me to go even far

I know you want me gone

But I want you here by my side as I walk down the streets

You're my hero

The one who revives

And now I must say goodbye

Do you know how I feel wen I say, "I love you."

When I look into your eyes

I'll forever be here to see you

Even when you start to cry

Do you know where I go when I start to slow

Do you know when you put me on a show

Do you know when I hang my head low

Do you know!?

Did you even know?