Do You Know

Im crying now.
Are you happy?
Not just tears,
Pain,
Sorrow,
Misery
And Betrayal
Runs down my face.
Do You Know
How much I love
My fake life?
I know I'm Fake.
Do You Know
How much I wanted
To make you happy?
Smiling.
Helping.
Laughing.
Faking.
Suffering.
Do you know
How much I wanted
to protect you
And others.
I tried so hard.
Do you know
How much I went through
During our friendship?
Do you know
What broke our friendship?
You.
Keep that mind.
You.
Do you know
After everything,
How much I still
want to be your friend?