Dull Blade

As i run the dull blade along my old scars... the scars open and began to let the deep red blood run down my arm. As the blood gets thicker on its way down my arm it starts to run off my arm and hit the floor just as the tears began to fall as well. I know that this will not help anything but at lest for now i can see the pain leaving my body... i can see what has been pushed in side deep in side and locked there so you didnt know what was wrong or how i felt. As the pain runs down my arm and the tears run down my face i see you run away. I was not able to get you back and not able to see you. I wouldn't be able to hear you tell me you love me even if it was a lie when you said it. There is nothing anyone can do to make me give up my dull blade... because when i have no one i have my best friend the blade and my family the pain the enemy blood and the scars to show me that the past it really real and i will never get you back.