edge of life’s ultimatum

I’m fallen asleep but I’m stuck on the edge of a cliff 
What do I do how can I fight it my eyes are so heavy my vision so intense 
Is it reality closing in on me finally or is it the trust in the fall that sleep brings that will land me on my feet 
Do I have to take this dive to hit rock bottom so hard I can’t pull myself together to attempt the climb 
Is this all real or am I lost on the edge of time leaving room for the rest while I lose touch with my best rhyme 
Is there a lord to catch my faith will I find cushion in the light or will I have to cry until I’ve got the safety of a splash before plunge into the night 
I’m losing my mental grip so my hands and knees are starting to slip 
I can’t stand I’ve already worn out that welcome until I found myself on my knees a place I’ve been seldom 
Maybe this is fate maybe I didn’t live life proper and follow my intuition to pray rather than play life a game 
As my lids lower I repeat to myself with this seal of curtains I will fall there’s no doubt 
It’s in gods hands now I’ve committed and my lights are out . 
Did I survive the jump or did I get stuck in the fall as I fell 
Am I alive or which way do I go is this heaven or hell 
The crust splits and the earth open the light is back and my eyes see it was a dream but a message loudly spoken and clearly seen
Life is a gift and when u take it as a trick the luck falls regardless the Licks 
The time spent efforts put in to find the center and wisdom within 
If I keep falling to sleep on the edge one day I’m gonna find myself standing on a ledge and that’s the worst way to prove dreams do come true 
Now seen In it’s true glory I calmly stride my day so I can peacefully walk never fall into my sleep 
That’s my soul I teach that my sleep that gives my soul the rest of preach until peace so I always awake ready to stand and never fall back into the crease 
Praise god for everyday new and each