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3 attempts I made typing here yesterday each time I got near done page error I lost it all...
totally annoying as I reckon it was better than I'd ever done spoke of days and life's other people strangers I c trew my eyes yet never k ow Wat is their struggle r if their happy living happily passing trew the area I must each day travel same to get to my doctors to b not in pain
I finally STOPED to moan of my own look around and speak of birds tat fly by fees their young b4 I wake men who work hard 2 surport wife and child at home an of lost men returning 2 pubs day in an out watching horses dogs race while their pockets empty unable 2 make rent .of Wat I perceive to see been me plz I'm not tryna judge as the gospel and Jesus said who has not cast son throw the 1st stone tat will not b I 4 dined we all have if not 4 r self 2 protect loved ones for many reasons to know tat we all live and almost rub shoulders I wonder why it can't be tat every single man an woman can't have what they need Wat use is a billion in ur account wen u die and r laid into the ground can't these fortunes.b shared around ..coruption is at highest levels as we r all kept in r place rich will b rich poor will stay poor guns and drugs will b spilled out 2 criminals to get results of war on streets no peace gangs on gangs saves police officers sending those who r shot daily 2 penetentery now government save on a man who knowingly commits crime has warrants cud b detained instead they suplie Wat tey  seize 2 cause murdering were yet cud change the game bring change I'm going on off track of yesterday's eraseal so sad for the wourld has long awoken and begun he'll on earth till finally their will b no peace r love as devil is working cleverly done kids watch mums husell dad's kill wit guns blazing minds twists kids minds is why younger generations will b so cold till finally no emotion will even show 4 this time we can see has long begun yet we will die fearing r childrens children get wise try survive by doing an honest 9 to 5 pay it forward movie I saw that could be used with many more fresh ideas to stop r wourld demise.
God b with ur people as yet they think they do not need u I've seen many denounce u and live another day having 11 kids 1 man who from Congo on utube asking to speak to God's parents as he not be live Wat is this going to do to his kids minds is why the wourld should cry....