life little tings

I'm just home from today 
can't complain even though I'm on me knees crippled with pain called women's time a Mth
omg tis 1 is a puzzle pain I can't bear nothin I try eases it atall neighbour noticed not my man 
funny ain't it wen sum1 who dnt know u well atall can notice sum in wrong
didn't think a walk cud change it at all January now 1 year ahead 2 feel like this never happened till miscarriage hit me with the same pain yet I know this is not same
moaning graoning going on
nothing changes only pass I put on
anywAys tats my rant outa way 
it's my boyfriends birthday 2day so I best get in shape for he needs a break frm hella life we share intis dirty sewage place
so not a poem just a moan nothing new as these days nothing positive happens atall
robed 3 days ago of every penny we saved by a friend of mine who has turned my man 4 a time against me as he blamed me till facts 2 days later after his alcohol sleepy head open pockets were pointed out by me on my return so no birthday present 4 him wen I really wanted 2 get him wireless earphones cdnt afford Xmas time but now my back up plans gone ovr 1 man we both trusted in tis hostel and helps wen we cud to b clean out so again start with nothing 2 save deposit 4 house
4 cans a beer is all he had now r future plans r prolonged by 10 mths money took set us back sum is all we know and love is all we share each other r we'd go insane no life just exists in tis dirty space tat we will remain