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3 attempts I made typing here yesterday each time I got near done page error I lost it all...
totally annoying as I reckon it was better than I'd ever done spoke of days and life's other people strangers I c trew my eyes yet never k ow Wat is their struggle r if their happy living happily passing trew the area I must each day travel same to get to my doctors to b not in pain
I finally STOPED to moan of my own look around and speak of birds tat fly by fees their young b4 I wake men who work hard 2 surport wife and child at home an of lost men returning 2 pubs day in an out watching horses dogs race while their pockets empty unable 2 make rent .of Wat I perceive to see been me plz I'm not tryna judge as the gospel and Jesus said who has not cast sin throw the 1st stone tat will not b I 4 av sined daily we all have if not 4 r self 2 protect loved ones. 
we all live and almost rub shoulders I wonder why it can't be tat every single man an woman can't have what they need
Wat use is a billion in ur account wen u die an r laid into ground can't these fortunes b shared 
..coruption is at highest levels as we r all kept in r place rich will b rich poor will stay poor   guns and drugs will b spilled out 2 criminals to get results of war on streets, no peace,gangs on gangs saves police officers sending those who r shot daily 2 penetentery
now government save on a man who knowingly commits crime has warrants cud b detained instead they suplie Wat tey  seize 2 cause murdering were that cud change the game bring change I'm going on off track of yesterday's eraseal so sad for the wourld has long awoken and begun hell on earth till finally their will b no peace r love as devil is working cleverly, kids watch mums husell, dad's kill wit guns blazing,
twists kids minds is why younger generations will b so cold till finally no emotion will even show,
4 this time we can see has long begun yet we will die fearing r childrens children cant get wise try 2 survive by doing an honest 9 to 5.
pay it forward movie I saw that could be used with many more fresh ideas to stop r wourld demise.
God b with ur people as yet they think they do not need u I've seen many denounce u and live another day having 11 kids
1 man who from Congo on utube asking to speak to God's parents as he not be live Wat is this going to do to his kids minds is why the wourld should cry....laws profiting from pain killings drugs guns trafficicking and u and I r left wit corrupt officials and to survive life wit no1 really on ur side b wise try do 1 thing right teach ur young wats right an survive not die God bless u all