every need...

I get that you are tired-piss poor drunk and mad
swearing like a sailor saying it's never been this bad
I know that as of late things have gone from bad to worse
I try so hard to help with things but I just make you curs
I really want to ease your heart and reduce pain from your mind
words so violently thrust at me are hateful and unkind
beyond your toxic poisonous words are the accusations too
is that really what you think I would do to you
I wish that I could say deep down the voice is just the booze
I will not hear apologies your actions you excuse
no one in this beautiful fucked up life we see
makes it through the good and bad--scar and heartbreak free
 handing out the pissy moods he loves to dish them out
showing his target blatantly- leaving absolutely no doubt
what more does he have to show you--how can I make you see....
a pathetic junkie....to cater to his every need....