Everything's looking up

I just got keys to my new house
garden frount and back
a stable and a giant garden
what about that
as I lie in the house I'm to leave
flooded kitchen and no hot water
washer broken in the flood
carpet squelches under my feet
so cold and damp
havent had a bath in months
too cold
in bed with my jumper and hat on
sometimes a scarf when it's really bad
why have I been living like this
my children were taken away
and i gave up on everything
only living for the next hour a week 
when I saw my children 

no drugs in me and no drink
but to the bottom I nearly did sink
but now things are looking up
and I am about to move
to my dream home
cant believe my luck