Evey

All alone in silence feeling so much dispair
trying my best to breath without you but just can’t find the air
there’s a dream I cling to and I visit every night
im walking alone in such darkness and then you appear in the light
its not you in your casket your laughing and running free
no sadness or pain are you feeling your as happy as can be
when the morning light wakes me I’m see your picture beside the bed
I then become angry realizing your gone and it was only In my head
you left without warning and no goodbyes were said
never forget the moment they told me you were dead
a pain like this I realize all the time in the world could never heal
my sweet beautiful baby sister I wish you were here still
to me it will never make any sense and I will be forever mad
it seems a little crazy that you were taken we just lost mom and dad 
I know you didn’t mean to but you destroyed me broke my little heart
they say time heals all wounds I wish the process would just start
until the day starts so beautiful and tears are not found in either eye
i will hold on with every piece of me and never tell you goodbye