Judge me not

Do you hear the clock tick as loud as I do?
or are you normal and no mental health issues for you?
must be nice to not be afraid to do something as simple as speak
but yet your judging mind just assumes that I am weak 
How do you judge me without never even walking through my mind
do you know my struggles I really don’t understand why your unkind 
have you ever been afraid of every person that comes around
in order to go in public do you have to be so drunk falling on the ground 
anxiety to you is something pathetic and fake
so of course you have no idea what it feels like to wonder if you’re a mistake 
pity never ever would I seek not one single bit
i just politely ask judge me not when you know nothing about it