Existing

Thinking hurts, drinking works,
my medicine is designed to suppress the mess they left me with…ALCOHOL

Changing hurts, remaining works,
my insecurities are designed to hold me captive to their hereditary patterns…ALCOHOLISM

Drinking works, sober hurts, my pain brings out the worse in me and effects everyone else around me…Numbing

Remaining works, accepting hurts, who I am is not who I want to be, but it’s how I cope with who they made…Numb