Fading

Why can't I breath
life support system I need
Somebody save me from me and rid me of my infectious disease 
I'm headed down a deadly relapse 
No one to save me I will surely collapse
The loss of my faith is growing quickly I'm fading I've lost where I was going
Yesterday felt the same and today just got in my way
I swing snd sway to the sounds of a better day
Sweet memories of my youth
Fear of falling loose
tall tales if my drug abuse
What the fuck did I just put myself through