Relapse

I want to insert you into my veins,
Sniff my life right through that white powdery Cocaine.
These are not the moments to live for,
I thought I'd lost you, I thought I left you behind, thought I just saw you creep in my backdoor and kicked my sobriety to the fuckn floor.
Well your here and my anxiety and fears are starting to diminish, starting to disappear.
​​​​​​I've just crossed a line on your mirror,
cloudy vision but this was my decision.
Withdrawal is my biggest fear, sometimes I think death wouldn't be so severe.