Lost soul

My thoughts are scattered,
my heart shatters,
seems I always forget what's important,
seems I forget what matters.
When I'm quite in my head there's rage and a riot.
Looking past my blinds I'm stuck in a place that confines me
and reminds me
each time redifines me only leaving lost in my past.
I'm dying I took it to fast now no longer can my life last just another one of my dumb useless facts.