Fear

Never did I ever think that I'd be going through something like this,
 Feeling so hopeless and scared praying she'll be okay,
 What I would do to make this all go away. 
  I just want to hold my baby and never let her go.
 Born three months early and going through so much,
 This feeling of letting my baby girl down has me so torn.
 I want to scream,
I want to cry,
I'm trying so hard to be strong,
But I'm truthfully dying inside.
  I'm living in a nightmare so it seems,
When I open my eyes I hope this has all been a dream,
  But then i realize this is no dream this is my reality I'm living today. 
  Trying to hard to hold back these tears,
But this is not possible for losing her is now my biggest fear. 
  I keep praying to the Lord to keep her safe,
And To watch over my little angle in this here time of need.