Fear and clothing in suburbia

I never said it 
Fundamental half truth from my mind
I never let it
Seep behind my bloodshot eyes
And all the times we argued fiercely but I knew I was completely out of luck and out of sight
I breathed in deep
Social analgesic, hate becomes intrinsic
To a place we were before
You never listened
But to be fair I never spoke
And when I did the words were lies
That made me feel half synthesised 
And everything was one big joke
But that's my fault. 
Fear and clothing in suburbia
You wish you came slightly earlier
We would never be on time, couldn't get our words to rhyme
And that was that
I used to think you were a monster
If I could only know the truth
That the mirror that I saw
Reflected broken dreams and more that I used daily
Maybe target practice would be good