Feelings

Mad, angry, sad.
Terribly bad.
But really...
I’m mostly confused.
Scarred and bruised.

Jerk, meany, tormentor.
Inflicted torture.
And really...
You’re just like the rest.
Hypocritical and messed.

Happy, safe, stronger.
Me, after I leave you forever.
Because really...
You don’t deserve me.
Wiser and free.

Alone, worried, beaten.
You, when you weaken.
So really...
You shouldn’t have cheated and lied.
Clueless and mortified.