Feminine Application

Hi, my name is Kate and I would like to apply to become a designated female. I'm 19 as I fill out all the endless paperwork, but I worry about if all my hardwork will finally pay off.

I've done a Certificate 3 in Hating my Body, A Certificate 2 in lacking the drive to fight back and I'm currently working on a getting a diploma for understanding that my life has worth, but it's hardwork to complete.

I'm sorry if I am filling this out wrong, but I have lost my voice. Well I've never had a voice to begin with, but at least I have a shadow of a voice, filled with blackness, grief and a really deep tone.

Remember when I said that I worry about if you all my hardwork will finally pay off, well that wasn't a figure of speech. Estrogen pills are a difficult thing to buy, because the price is so high. Why is there a price in the first place, like why does someone's happiness rely on a paycheck. 

I might have done all the research in the world, but I have never been catcalled in the streets. To be honest with you, I kinda crave it. Like I feel like if some creepy guy calls me a sexy bitch in the streets, I would smile to myself and probably thank him.

I thought about giving this body away to someone else for a while now, knowing that it's not mine. Being a pornstar sounded like a good idea, until I realised that they wouldn't really like me, only the body that I've been carrying around. 

Oh ignore that name, Samuel doesn't exist, but for some reason you still want me to talk about him. Samuel is merely an intrusive thought, painful but he keeps popping up.

My contact details are down below, alongside my references. I only have 2 references though. My 2 friends. Oh I wrote my mum down too, but it would be in our best interest to just ignore her, since she doesn't like trannys.

Okay I think I've filled everything out, except for the religion part, I don't see how religion has any relation to my existence, but I'm sure to change my opinion if there's like, I dunno, a Religious Discrimination Act.

My friend's tell me that I'm accepted, so why did you rip this application up when I handed it in. This is my 20th attempt, so am I accepted?