Final prayer

"Lord" I did my time on earth
I protected this life of yours
So many times I wanted to end it
But I never broke your laws
You have never forsaken me
So I hold on and kept my faith
And even when you know I was sinner
You still never differentiate
When she shattered my heart
I pray to you to ease my pain
And you kept me breathing
When you know I couldn't live again
"Please lord" if I did any good deeds
Please answer my final prayer
And please put me out of my misery
Please don’t ask me to live with out her
I can’t explain it lord, I really can’t
But I love her more than I love my life
And it hurts so much when I miss her
I’m dying just trying to survive
Just take me home lord
Please have mercy on my soul
I am nothing without her
And I’m so lonely in the world
And my mind is losing control
And I can’t hold back my emotion
And my tears keeps flowingÂ
Like a river to the ocean
I keep hearing her voice in my head
And it’s driving my crazy
Because she is talking
But she is not talking to me
She is somewhere far
And standing I’m right here
I prayer to you and I criedÂ
Now I think that you just don’t care
And I give faith every chance
And I kept my blood warm
I put my head downÂ
Grind my teeth and Face the storm
While the bleeding in my heartÂ
Keeps over flowing like a well
God please close my eyes
And my life has become a living hell
I did my deeds " lord
Now please take me home
I can’t live without herÂ
And just don’t want to live alone
She is the only womanÂ
That will ever enter my heart
And the hurting is unbearable
When we are so far apart
So I don’t even want to try
There is no use to
Please reach out your hands "lord
And take me home to you
This is my final prayer
I accept my faith
But" lord" please guide her into heaven
And just drop me off by hell’s gate

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Oh, my goodness, Kaz,
I have walked in your shoes. I have suffered abysmal depression and wondered if I had any purpose left on earth. I beg you please, follow my path. Do not cheat the world out of your beautiful soul, while it still has so much to offer. Lost love, the apex of pain. Was this love lost, her earthly departure? Or mainly preference? Whichever, I assure you, take hold. Find a lifeline. We on Cosmo will help you, if you reach out. I will make you a priority. Write me privately. My shoulder is yours. God bless you.
Peace and Love,
xox Larry