Finifugal

Running from people that try to get close 
Because one day I'm going to lose them
I don't do endings well 
And I can't handle losing someone that I love
I would rather be a single pebble on the beach 
Than a flower drowning in the sea 
Hoping that these emotions will never find me 
Avoiding every story that doesn't have a sequel
Every tragedy, I change the channel,
I don't look in the mirror,
Because seeing myself makes me want to run more
Knowing that I will lose her too 
But I don't want to continue fleeing 
Until the day that I'm no longer breathing 
I need to change, I need to face everything, 
Easier said than put into practice 
Because I can't continue being like this 
Rejecting love and suffocating myself in loneliness 
Just because something may not last.