Flowitry

57 and drowning
Scream with nothing but silence
So tired that permanent sleep must come immediately
Order diphenhydramine 
Execute your decision 
Safety of a backup knife
Serrated and terrifying
Finally an exit
That proved to lead to that nasty place we designate with far too many sophomoric monikers
An empty parking lot
Endless concrete so terribly lonely
Run to it
You caught it - briefly 

Born again to my hands
Her tiny arms hugging my neck
A noose so loose it comforts
Barge in on a stranger 
Provide him with necessary caution
Unbelievably terrible
Wonderful reminder of nature's cycle
Please remember him
May her happiness save us all