Found you

Im sitting here looking around every where i look things just seem to be falling apart, I find myself wandering why I made the choices to get here, but also realizing I came from a broken start, if it wasn’t for the pain and the family of lost souls I was born into to, I may have never found you.             And then that’s when I start to thank you for the hurt, I look harder for you when it’s hard to see your face, and I listen closer when your voice becomes hard to hear, You say Im still here, just trust in your faith. Faith that i have great plans for you to prosper.              Every time I find myself falling from Gods path he breaks me down again, and as I sit and cry out to him and look around once again and realize that the pain brings me back to his face back to his grace, back to his loving arms        This life never promised to be easy, or free of pain, God will only give me what I can sub-stain, when things are bigger than me, nothing is bigger than you, All I have to do is fall into your arms, and remember that in the pain our faith is tested, and we must not be moved, cause you are bigger than any problem, and thank you for the pain, cause with out it I may have never found you