“She is gone”

My heart is broken and over flowing but my head says you can't let them see,                                    So I'll cover it with a smile because this world wasn't made for me,       Can’t wait until the one sweet day that I leave,                                As for now I think I'll just disappear,                               Sitting with my broken heart here, I look at myself in the mirror,      That girl that caused all of this     She is gone,                                      But she left damage behind,        Far greater than she had imagined, I wonder will it fade, like a sun in the morning fog,                   Because her shine,                      She is trying to find,                   That person I used to be,                                    Was just what this world made of me,                                            She is gone,                                But will I get that chance to show him,                                             So the pain that has come from all of this can dim,                            It’s not a hurt I can just forget,     It’s one that is a reminder everyday as if you cut off a limb,                         You can't escape, you didn't choose to get here, and you can't choose to leave, because,                        He is gone                                   It’s crazy how one person can be responsible for all of this,             And could make it all go away with just a kiss,                                  And crazier how you said you would never leave me standing in the rain,                                           But now you’re the one causing all the pain