Fractured Darkness

The darkness is gnawing at my soul
I cannot see the light
Everything feels out of control
Nothing shines bright
Within this pit deep inside
All I am is a husk

Going day to day with no real purpose
Every hour of every day
My life is a abandoned circus
Retreating into my mind does no good
‘Cause it’s not all sunshine and rainbows
But the voices in my head say I should

Here I am again 
Back at the beginning
There is nothing left of me
Not what the third eye can see
My soul is fractured and broken
Splintered and tainted
I don’t see why anyone wants to be friends with me