Freak out

Panic has set in . Worry is keeping me awake . Anxiety holds my hands behind my back . Emotions are struggling to let me breath . Calm thoughts have turned bleak  dragging down my ego , mirror is no help . Scared of  phone messages . Don't want the wolf at the door . Silver lining to this mess , doubt it .All my holding it together has crumbled . I'm missing a hero to save the day  .Reaper black coat angel , handsome and carrismatic , sharpen  your sickel be my hero and make it quick . I deserve that atlest because all the things making me freak out are in my life story slash horror nightmare .  ....................................the end .