Fuck Everybody
Fuck everybody goddammit
Why love never finds me dammit
Everybody all close with each other
It just so happens they forgot me dammit
So God gave me life to do this
Just to put me through this
No parents
No friends
Complete outsider
I chose this bullshit
Why would I
Deliberately choose a life where I'm considering suicide
Where not having what everyone else has
Makes me jealous and wanna lose my mind
Why would I
Deliberately choose unhappiness
Take me back to all this happening
Then send me back to Earth remembering
So I can at least have contentment
With growing up with no mom or dad
Seeing everyone else with what I can't have
I'll gladly admit my life ain't bad
And never have to pretend I ain't mad
Because I won't be
Because I'll know
Bullshit is what I chose
I'll keep all complaints to myself
Though I may still sell my soul
From being easily broken
But never being open
My depressing poetry will never be shared
Write my negativity down and close it
Lock it up and keep it to myself
When I share it I'll be speaking to myself
This is between my demons and myself
Either I survive or I meet my death
"And I know deep down you're afraid to die
So here's the deal for you to stay alive"
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I lot of emotions went into this I could empathize with, in part because I also grew up without my mother and father, and years later when I reluctantly met my mother as a young adult she was something I didn't expect her to be even though I should've expected it, anyways I've grown up as well feeling anger and jealousy seeing everyone with these awesome relationships they have with their parents when mine were never around, I feel you brother, this was a deep write, my respects
CO
POWERFUL as Hell Donovan!!...........I went through something similar.........but I think everyone..........rich or poor has some cross to bear...........I wrote a poem three days ago called "The Path and The Cross"........wish you'd read it.............I think it's extremely healthy to express yourself through your writing.........and I thnk we are all fortunate to have you share with us...........well done brother............Love and Rockets!!..........T xo
Interesting style that you have, in spite of your bad experiences. This needs re-viewing.