Fucked me up

I hate that smirk on your face when you

make me feel pain,

I hope you beg and plead when I make

you suffer.

I had cuts, scrapes and bruises because

of you,

I used to love you more than anything...

love you like no other.

How could you just sit there and let him 

take advantage of me,

It makes me so worthless…so weak.

You videotaped it and sent it to all your

buddies,

Now all I get are messages on Facebook

saying, "Let me have a peek."

I want  to make you feel the way I did,

I want to make you feel  worthless and

like theres no other option but death.

You made me feel like I had no place in 

the world,

all you ever wanted was nudes and sex.

You made me go completely insane,

I forgot who I really was and it really screwed

my life up.

I forgot how to feel emotion…how to feel

anything if that,

But I gave you what you wanted…a hookup.

What we had really fucked me up,

But somehow I could feel what all relationships 

should have…love.

You made my world hell and it killed me inside,

I think I'm just ready to give up...