G A R D E N

Alot of times we are given an opportunity and when we accept it and realize we know nothing,we see ourselves as failures already,weak and slow..
We try to remember everything but we cant.thinking of how many times we keep asking a question just to make sure we know..
Is that a good or bad thing?do i seem forgetful or do i seem like i want to learn. Will i know everything i need to in time? Or will they let me go..
Seeing the quote “do what you love and you will never work a day in your life”.. thinking of what to do in my life. Thinking if i should do what i love or do what seems right.. in my parents eyes..
Should i wakeup and grow my garden, & see my flowers bloom. Or go to work,clock in, check in patients, & put them in the room..
God is this what i should do? Will i learn to love my job..will i make a difference in their lives.will they see you in me? I love and care for everyone,is this where you want me to be?
To show compassion,to make somebody smile.even though they are there for something that is wrong.. to see why something hurts or to see what is that lump.come to us for a answer..
Am i strong enough to be there when they tell them that its cancer..
Lord if this is where you want me to be ill try my hardest to learn.everything in that office,because i want to do what you think is right for me on earth,because hopefully when i pass,i will wake up in my garden.