Gemini

I create debate, scenarios in my head, I plan my reaction to things that are said, and yet they’re all a blunder, lies are fed in dread I overthink all, I imagine the worst in thunderous squall, I stand and yet inside I fall, inside I roar!
I plan and prepare fair use of my time, my time I love on my own, peace is mine. I need time to reflect, detect empathic loom, although all is not as it seems in gloom, I swoon towards my bed, lay my head and calm, free from all.
Sunshine makes me happy, I cheer and fear nothing,
To say my day is uneventful, I would be bluffing, fluffing my lines, it is divine to spend my time with my daughters and wife, peace is mine.
My friends are few, past mistakes I rue, I take things to heart, I fall apart from miss use of words, absurd I know!  I grow inside unrhythmic in flow in tow with you, I mirror you, adapt to interact with you.
I am gentle, forgiving, uplifting, I smile, a front for a while until I am alone, I bemoan and wallow, subdued.  In feud with my demons, finding reasons to explode, implode or be happy, either ecstatic or in a mood.
Like a lion I lay in wait, in slumber, I boom with thunder, plunder, pilfer your very soul, you cross me then I’m sorry you’re the fool!  My nature is reserved, deserved of lack of drama, I act accordingly to others who try and smother my space, I am forever karma.
Complex I live to forgive and forget and yet regret finds its way toward my inner self, friends and family’s peace is my wealth.  I live to be free and kind and yet I find my temper looming, booming inside, behind my eye, I am Gemini.