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Get Used To Yourself IV

Right now is for y'all to understand me
Plan A is to win your hearts
Forget a Plan B
In my Heart and Soul I know my art won't fail me
You will hear me
Macadon Blackheart
A man born and raised on the outside looking in
This is the Heart and Soul of a Brooklyn kid

Thank You Almighty God for my way with words
I sure need it
Now watch me pour demons out my sleeve
I bleed both my pain and my dreams
Into a bloodtrail starting from Brooklyn, New York City
A.k.a my walk of fame, you walk with me
You will see my transition
From a boy with low self-esteem and nothing else
To Superman of the suicidal who's grown to love himself
He had to save himself first
For he's one of the very kind he dreams to be the one for
If he's walking proof of hope
There's hope for one more
And then some more
Walk beside them in their darkest hour until they see the sun more
Not just survive the day
But strong enough to live one more
And then some more
Breathe some more
Then see some more to dream some more
So they can believe some more
Which makes them want to breathe some more and see some more
For me, that's what my dreams are for
These are goals that make me breathe some more
Cut this heart on my sleeve once more and bleed some more
I am the outside, the sideline
But I will be heard where I stand or die trying
I am a loner, a benchwarmer
But who you know that's so great
They turned the bench they sat on into a stage?
Have you ever thought of Heaven
And ever thought one second
It could actually be below sea level?
Let me tell you
When you struggle growing up
And you make a key from a pen
And the doors you open up have dreams behind them
You can't help but believe somewhere in reality you'll find them
I've grown stronger than my demons
So never mind them
I will be heard
I fill these words with enough power to ease the nerves
Of birds too weak inside to even try to test their wings and fly
But believe they can only after they die
I myself feel that way at times
Lose 99% faith, that 1% still ain't die
So instead of fighting it I made it mine
Changed my mind and changed my aim
My target is now my dreams, it ain't my name
I'm back now and I ain't the same
I'm alive
And it's about damn time
These people need a new voice
And it will be mine.
Macadon Blackheart.

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Nardine Sanderson

~Thank You Almighty God for my way with words
I sure need it
Now watch me pour demons out my sleeve
I bleed both my pain and my dreams
brilliant word play, with such faith
& inner strength xoxo good work
much love to you, nardine.

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Donavan McNeil

Thank you so much Nardine. And just for the record, I wouldn't mind writing a poem personally for you if you ever need to be reminded of your beauty. You can simply message me on here and say the word.

Truly Yours,
Donavan

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