~Girl Interrupted~

Disturbed / adjective 

Interrupted, fitful, intermittent, broken, suffering or resulting from emotional mental problems 

Depression / Noun 

1. Feelingsof severe despondency and dejection self-doubt creeps in feelings of sadness and loss of interest 

Life isn't worth living 

It is not a sign of personal weakness or condition that can be wished away 

I can't explain this darkness inside me 

I can't explain this sadness that dwells in me

I can't explain this pain that consumes me 

I can't explain the demons that live within 

I can't explain the Mon-Sun in stages , enemies fill up the pages 

They label this sickness my depression 

A chemical imbalance something my mind is lacking from within 

I call BullShit! Depression isn't a sickness your born with 

Its a mental illness installed in your head from some tragic trauma event 

And all your feelings attack you crippling your emotions that devour you inside 

Created from a painful past that drained my soul leaving me hollow and dead within 

Doctors sugar coat this suffocating disease ignoring the facts 

That depression is a sickness created by evil doers, the abusers 

That infiltrated our minds with mental and emotional and physical abuse. 

~Broken187Soul~

Copyright 01-11-17