girl in the mirror

what i see is a girl who is lost. one who is ugly with cuts and scars but she wants to stop she really does but doesnt know how and doesnt think she can overcome the depression. i see a girl who needs help but is to shy to call out for it. i see anything but beauty. i see a girl who is emotionally and mentally abused. one who would cry out for the help she needs if she knew there was any real help. a girl who used to be happy,pretty,and full of excitement. but now its been washed away by the tears she crys every night. this girl,the one in the mirror isnt who she used to be. not even close. there been much abuse and depression that its compltely change who she is. she is no longer the one who is always cheerful, the one who was always optimistic. this girl is now the one who is bullied everyday due to the cuts and scars and her sexuality. she doesnt know how much more of it she can truely take before she falls apart forever. one day she will cry out for the help she needs and wants. one day somebody is going to help her. when that day comes there wont be any more tears at night, only smiles. but untill that day come this girl i see in the mirror will be the same.

                                                -the girl in the mirror

                                                           -taylor stiles. 09-09-30