the hole

ive fallen into a hole. its been a while since ive been here. its so cold and dark. i cant seem to get out. the more i try the deeper i fall. as i continue to fall i cant help but think that i might not get out this time. that maybe i am ment to just stay down here. maybe i dont have any real friends to help me out of here. this hole is nothing but darkness. as i scream out for help everybody just walks on by like they never heard a single word that came out of my mouth. as soon as i start to see a light shinning down on me i try to reach but as soon as i do its gone just as fast as it had come.am i ment to see the world from the bottom of this hole? will i ever get out of here and see the world for its beauty? i guess only time will tell.