silver kisses

the longer im away from the blade the more i want it back. i want the soft yet tingleing sensation it leaves as it kisses my skin. the bitter sweetness of the silver turning red as it pulls away. when i think about it i wish for it to kiss my skin as it always has as it was ment to do for me. the silver was the only thing that has ever calmed is now gone. i no longer crave the silver kisses. at times i want them back but i know i dont need them. they memories of these kisses need to be put into the back of my mind where i can no  longer reach them. all though i will always have the stain from these kisses i know i am stronger and that i dont need them anymore. that i can do this and defeat the temptation of kissing silver.