Giving up

I can safely say at this stage of my life, I just feel like giving up. I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. I keep on looking but I don't think it even exists for me. I try the best in all the things I do but they are never enough. I look at myself and just think 'why can't things go right for me for once'

I still carry on and hope things get better for me. I try to stay positive and happy but deep down them thought and feelings have already taken over. I'm trying to keep them thoughts buried deep down but slowly every day they are reaching the surface. I am making sure I stay positive but everything just seems too much and don't see the point anymore. I keep on trying but nothing works out for me. Even going the extra mile doesn't make a difference. 

I try to talk to someone about these problems but its to trust people these days. So you just shut people out because you can't find someone you can truly confide in. You keep feelings to yourself and let them grow. You want to give up so much but many factors come in the way.

You don't give up for the sake of others and their happiness. You keep going for them but never consider how unhappy you actually are with it all. You just fake the smile for others. What's the point in carrying on when your heart is not in it? Do things which make you happy and do it for yourself.

Setbacks will always happen but you still need to move forward because you learn from the setbacks and they motivate to do better. Keep smiling and keep going for you and no one else.