God will provide (understand who I am)

Writing is my current platform
Maybe living this way without my phone and laptop
Is a sign from God
A time to reflect on myself
To understand who I am as a person
That every decision
Should be made in careful consideration
Not in collaboration with anyone but in further elaboration
Searching deeper, asking myself why I should pursue it, if not can I actually do it?
I'm not going for something just within my degree, it also needs to match my personality
I'm not going for something that is completely out of my comfort zone
It just has to be something I'm familiar of doing
The job has to be done in a "can-do" attitude
And do all things in gratitude

I work hard 100%, no regrets
My skill-sets are not all projects
But I can honestly tell you that I hate taking tests

I like serving food and drink, gaining networks and links
By walking and talking
Through retail and fan-mail
I am a team player, ask God in your prayers
I am organized, not disorganized
Putting things in neat order, I am Gods daughter
Working ethically, I do so enthusiastically
I want to wake up and know what makes me tick!

 
I know what needs to be seperate
Work and home life is different
What is done at home, stays at home
What is done at work, stays at work
It is not about ticking all the boxes
I am not afraid of failure, since it goes hand in hand with trial and error
I am willing to take risks, learn on the job, what's it like to be challenged
So please God provide me a vision
Provide me some goals so I can make a decision between work and study
The pen is in my hand
Holding it as we speak
I am in charge, I'll show the world who's boss!
Lets walk this journey together You and me!