THE GOLDEN GIFT

Optimistic yet I frown

For every day I get let down

There's not too many more event's

I could endure more than torment

I seriously have the worst luck

But still I choose to keep my hope's up

Thought I had it right this time 

Then good ole optimism robs me blind

You put me down, then you stand tall?

If you lived my life in a second you'd fall

Once again I'm back on my horse

Believing luck will change its course

This bumpy road, I crash again

I'm sure this bullshit's soon to end?

So how the hell does one bounce back?

Unarmed from everyday attack

It hurts so much, my mind flat lines....

I hold back tears...I wanna cry!

Then renewed hopes, that honeymoon stage

Don't lock me back up in that cage

Now one person did say to me..

"You must be strong...you did succeed!"

There's only one option....that I believe..

My tormented life was their gift to me...

Success in getting my psychology degree

My optimism will ever end

Just pessimistic words to mend