Gone and done it !!

Should I
Could I
Will I
Won’t I
These are questions in my mind 
and if I even dare to wonder will this make me be unkind ?

I need to know the answers to my queries but I am much shy to ask
Yet I will only keep on pondering so I shall have to brave my task

Well I’ve finally gone and done it !!
I spoke to the person whom this concerned
Mind you though I tried my utmost
I stuttered abit and my blushing burned

Never mind at least I know the answers so now it should not trouble me
“Ah if only” and now I’m puzzled coz he shouted “NO” to me